Archive for December, 2007

All I am is for you

Friday, December 28th, 2007

Lyricist: Daniel Sim
title: All I am is for you

I do this, I do that
Don’t you know everything I do
Is for you alone.

You tell me
I am not like any other girl
I should put on more make ups

Sometimes friend said I’been use by you.
That I am an ignorant girl.
But I don"t care,
Cuz I love you

I let you treat me
Like nobody else
I let you wonder about
Give you all  the freedom

Jay I love u

Friday, December 28th, 2007

Jay,

I believe it is not just my wish but the wish of your other friends too. Getting Married is no small thing. Its a holy Matrimony that require A love that last till the end of you and your partner Life.

I know you’re sucessful in all that u do. Ur’re climbing up the ladder. Your Moon is round and everything seems perfect. Don’t let anything kill it.

Actually Jay I can’t stop thinking about u, at church, at my room, at home, in the loo and everything I do and I am;  I miss u. Only U Jay can satisfy me. There’s no one else. I believe everyone is truly for someone. I try searching…I try fantasising..day dream…but all not working becos I knew I love u….I love u so much..Every cell and DNA in my body cry out for u…..I love u…I want you to be mine….but that’s not to be…

Why you have to meet him first Jay…the more confusing question was why I had to meet you….Why u gotta come into my life….The thought of not having u by my side is tormenting me..

I cant live without U Jay..U can say I think too much….but I knew deep down inside all I am thinking is about u and for U….Cuz Jay I LOVE U….I REALLY REALLY LOVE U.

I can leave my cocoon world if u just give me one chance….but I dun think I’ll be anywhere near there.

I love to touch ur hair..I love to kiss u on your lips…I love to be inside u and outside u..

I love to get close to you..I know this should be God..but the truth is I love u….So much….so …so much…so much till I am deprived of my sleep…ur’re my everything

I love u Jay…I really really LOVE U….So much…..nak tidur oledi

Happy Birthday Jesus and Autie Pat in Heaven

Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

Hi

Happy Birthday Jesus. Autie Pat I bet u saw that I change oledi this year, I change from being passive to being so active..in fact tomolo I am going Ipoh and I am Dead Serious bout it.

I went for Carolling and they suprise me cuz birthday cake very nice to makan. Then I went to 4 house ler

Then I think I am really different that night…back here in KV but Isaac wanna belanja me a rm100 meal I guess and Eleazar and Lucas Belanja me KFC….

God Been so good to me…Please continue to take care of me and us as family and church and everything..

God Bless..dedicated to Autie Pat and Our Lovely Jesus

Breakfast at 12am

Wednesday, December 19th, 2007

whaz up,

Today I have Kampung eggs, I so love it, its so nice, the shells is so smooth, its like ur eating cavier which is fish eggs but just to snap you from ur illusion that these are Kampung Chicken eggs. The best in town, my all time favourite, what I am good at ..eating eggs..cuz I love eggs

Eggs is so good, so sweet, so tasty… so white yet so yellow in the middle that what I called the golden compass…the egg yolks… so awesome cause me to be fully bright and aware of what I am doing but why not, Chicken eggs contain vitamin A,D,E and furthermore contain Choline, a substance found to be good for the brain so all you going to be fathers out there ask ur wife to eat none other than Kampung  Chicken egg. Cuz Apparently its good for ur brain…

Actually when I study for my exam, I ate eggs and I just realize I pass my first paper without having to take supplementary test..isn’t that awesome

hahahaha

I take care of my eggs as though as I am taking care of my gold

.. I know one thing God has put Eggs into my life for me to care for

Like as though I am caring for a baby

Yes Eggs u and me become one ur nutriet keep me going on

ur’re truly the one I cant live without..Krna tanpa mu ku lemah

Eggs wherever I go if let say Universal Studio in Los Angeles for my upcoming Project I’ll bring u along..I wont leave u..Girl friend I pun tak mau…cuz Eggs ur my everything….Stupid rumors wont stop u from coming back to me..cuz I love u egg.

Eggs help me to desensitive from my surrounding

Eggs tell me I am not alone, I am not stupid..I actually earn my own income through freelance project..ppl need smoke

I need Eggs..I survive becos of eggs

Thank God for Creating Eggs from Hens.

A poetic form by Me

Monday, December 17th, 2007

Words/lyrics written by Daniel Sim Lim Beng
Title: A story of an addictive gambler.

Living my life on the old street,
Thinking about how my life ended this way.
I used to be rich,
Drive car of Mercedes.
I used to live in a mansion,
With many room that come in big sizes.
I use to eat from the king’s table,
They said rich food is the healthy food,
But that’s no more for me.
I’m sitting here wondering what happening to me (ooh…Yeah…whatz happening to me)

Maybe I was too naïve to believe,
But it all seem so real for a while
Get hook to the flow that people can get rich by gambling.
And heck people do say I have the flow sometimes,
Uh…Huh like I got good luck and the hand of Midas touch.
And Yep I have earn a couple of hundreds of dollars,
And even win thousand of dollars from jackpot and lottery ticket.
But I eventually lost everything,
Due to my habit of addictive gambling.
But I still did not give up hope,
Go underground doesn’t matter the legitimacy anymore.
I would do anything
Just to find hope that I can get back the flow.
Heck I thought I will make it through.
Despite of all the long hour I wasted on this Addictive- activity
That makes me thought twice,
I odd to do something really meaningful
With my life sometimes.
Like finding a job or something.
That gives me income and feed me.

Oh…Why… oh why
I was so blind
Oh. Why did I not see?
I did not realize
What coming through me.
Now it is too late to change
Everything eventually is what it has to be
You see people blame fate
But never blame themselves
For the many imprecise decision they make.
How I wish someone would remind me earlier,
If someone would be there, at the right time and right place
Stop me from gambling; lend me a little emotional support
But I guess no one is true friend in this world.
Cos we all are living in illusions,
For a hope that will never be.
People need to show love yo! We need each other.
I know now that many gamblers like me will continue our struggle within
And until we see hope, we will not see light to our problem.
I pray everyday, asking ‘God Please Help me’… (Please help us slowly fade away)