Smile when You are Sad

Whazz up

I had a pile of clothes that I have procrastinate to wash

Yesterday after work I rush home to berak then I meet with my cf leader and Friends… Sorry I didn’t talk much cuz I was observing the waiter and I really Tabik Murni SS2 waiter, with a pair of hands can take dun kno how many pinggan and Mangkuk… efficient nya…. Anyway we are all older..Bernard, Mei, Lai seng.. never thought will see u again.. hope we can be friends again… if ur’re reading this ..maybe we can go DUMC sometimes together… Mei.. Wah she Fairer.. she was the best student for Journalism if I am not mistaken… then there is Michelle the techie…. she studied computer and lose lots of weight.. Lai Seng Hair cut turn out the way I imagine last time when we are close.. Bernard like usual still the most handsome wan though I believe he cut his rockish hair…Still strong in the Lord.. Amen for U, Bernard. Sorry I didn’t talk much cuz I was thinking for ideas for a program……God help me not to be underperformed. …I work hard.. and I will WORK HARDER FOR UR GLORY.

THANK YOU JESUS! I manage to give Thiting. I Pray God U will Bless Me. I do not want to be religious, I want to be righteous.

Hum Alot

1) Minimal stuff like binding and shredding paper is very important and the person doing it should not underestimate it.

2) The definition of a man eat man world out there:
They say one thing in front, then Putar belik when trouble nearly strike not them but U(I).

3) Money and power means A lot

4) I think alot today and walla I get a concept on Thithes INTIALLY I thought it’s a form of tax and I even taught it’s extortion but it’s not if u look back bible actually Thithes is use for the house of God, Church Leader encourage us to pay thithes in faith today..it’s not becos God Protect me if I pay thithes or God won’t bless me becos I don’t pay thithes.. It’s the other way round..It’s becos God Bless Me Like today most of my classmates and coursemates are working in advertising field like copywriting and advertising stuff..Me however is suppose to start from Below the Line but I started above the line as a Writer…But Hey I am learning to do Below the Line Job too like Shredding paper that needed to be shred, Binding portfolios for meeting and now I even need to present to my collegues and Unit Boss by taking turns with other writers but the meeting need to be presented like as though as they are clients. I am doing Synopsis though… lots of them… well as long as can add to my experience lor…I am young and small…

I am also suprised at some Christian who use another channel like love one to maximize the pain impact on the person he is suppose to hurt, I came, I saw and doing it in God’s holy place…That’s very Bad..very very Bad….considering my love one didn’t do anything wrong to him or to her.

She didn’t really respond when I try to smile at her..wow nothing seems to work…we are definately getting colder and colder and scarier…what should I do, God I pray U put a heart of Love on Her and Let her Forgive me if I did anything wrong becos She needs to and really if possible maybe we can stay together during convention where I can get to know her, actually she needs to ask for my forgiveness I mean she taken advantage of my blurness, something that I dun’t really like and I am teribly dissapointed becos she should not.

6) It is important to know who u are talking to and how to approach for example Boss or senior writers or even collegues…

7) I wish to meet celebrity but I haven’t meet them yet at the moment Wah they so pretty ler..but of course my sister and my Mother is the PRETTIEST in da world.

11) God I really want her to be my friend, she is so beautiful, something about her that will change my life forever..can I pull her hair or scratch her feet ..NAH !!!

12) God I need a partner, someone I can trust like SUKI(God knows the surname) can be popular at the same time humble and really sayang me, not necessary admired me cuz we’re both in Media. maybe she is too young, maybe we are meant to be. I mean come on God What so bad about me I dunt smoke/drink/playboy/prevert/I never even touch/ hold other girls hand before, I can even single handely count how many girl hands I have shake… Can’t blame my blur look rite.

13)Should I trust U God, I so confuse ler

14) Where is the God of Israel who deliver 1.6 million ppl out of
      Egpyt? What I am, to be desolated here.. what my family or me ever do wrong to U…Garage sale also my place, church and cell also serve.. and yet we are going through so Much

16) I gotta see God then give him reason that the very fact that I never ask to be on earth but he made me anyway and he say he loves me but sometimes he really seems to be in no existence.

17) I have a terrible housemate who keep on making my socks smelly… but of course I had plans to give her equal pain….hahahaha (i AM JUST being Fair- I realize I also had a choice to either make ppl around me happy or the other way round).

18) To Be continue…

The First cause
(Spiritual)
When the physical things around us are broken down in their smallest
form, we will end up with either a physical entity or quantity that
has no reason to explain for its existence in itself.

Ultimately the physical universe reduce in any form cannot explained
its own origin. This means that to explain the origin of a physical
entity, we need to look at something outside than itself. This means
that the first explanation to the things we see around us has to be
something that is non physical.

The second cause
(Mind)
When we go out to eat Macdonald and we see information on their
packages, logics will tell us that prior to this information is a
mind. We as rational people, do not believe nor think that
dictionary existed just because there had been an explosion(Like
evolution/natural selection)before. There is a sequence to the whole
thing.

According to Applied Mathematic Professor in Cardliff Wales Vikram
Singh, the possiblities of human building block to come into
compatible existed by random is 1 x 10 to the power of 40 thousand
zeroes which is more than than the atom in the UNIVERSE.

The Third cause
(Morality)
The final philoshophical evidence is that in the history of society,
human experience and history itself, the moral issues, the social
issues even human intercourse DEMANDS an explanation of the MORAL
REALITY.( A MORAL LAW THAT DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL, The
perimeter of what’s right and what’s wrong)

Pause and take a moment with me here, there is 4 fundemental
questions in life: Origin, Meaning, Morality and Destiny. Take this
4 questions and the three causes above you would come to a
conclusion that only God is Big enough to answer these questions.